#12monthsofben: 12 Months - It's a Birthday!

Benjamin is 12 months old today.

Likes: The park, dirt, rocks, balloons, hugs, cuddling, wrestling, pillows, other kids, dogs, and peek-a-boo.
Dislikes: Carrots, closed doors, closed drawers, wearing socks.

This is the last month of #12monthsofben, my baby turns one today. I feel so many things at the same time it's hard to express my thoughts, but I will say this: Sometimes I wish Benjamin was still a minute old, tiny and soft laying on my chest, but I cannot deny the happiness and joy he brings to our lives every day he grows. Just when Tim and I think that 'this is the best stage' it gets better. This year has not come without hardships, but we can hardly think of them because the miracle that blossoms in front of our eyes daily overshadows them, and it's worth every sacrifice. We are blessed beyond measure.

Happy birthday sweet baby boy, we love you so, so very much. God bless every one of your steps.

Before you were conceived, I carried a part of you in my soul. When I met your father, I looked into his eyes and saw the other part of you, and knew you, and prayed that you would come to be.

Before you were born, I carried you in my womb. When you were restless I sang to you, and soothed you, and told you how I loved you. 

When you were born, I carried you in my arms. I kissed you, and held you, and put you to my breast, so that you would know that there is light, and warmth, and goodness in the world. 

Later, I wrapped you in cloth and carried you close to my heart. I held you close so that you could hear that my heart beats like yours; that we are the same, you and I, and that you would never have to cry alone. 

After a while, I carried you on my back so that you could look at the world with confidence and joy, and know that you belonged; so that you could share all of the beauty of the world as an equal to all that live in it. 

Now, later still, I carry you when you are tired or fearful, so that you know that no matter how weary you become, or what life holds, you can always depend on others for support and comfort. 

When you grow older, my darling, and your adventures take you further from my arms, know that even in my last hour I will carry you. I will carry you in my heart for you are always with me. I will carry you always. - Christine McGuire 

P.S. His I AM ONE t-shirt is by {{Hatcher Press}}, the birthday cake was a gift from my friend Amy Anderson, and if you need a deliciously beautiful cake made, she's your girl!


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